Cold Hearts like Gargoyles...

I HOPE TO ONE DAY DANCE AROUND THE WORLD, MAKE SHORT FILMS/MUSIC VIDEOS & TAKE DOPE PICS.......BUT SHXT HAPPENS. SOME DREAMS DONT COME TRUE AND NOT BECAUSE YOU SLACKED OFF BUT JUST BECAUSE OF LIFE. SOMETIMES OBSTACLES GET IN YOUR WAY AND SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT. I SOMETIMES WONDER IF MY FRIENDS ARE REALLY "FRENEMIES". I HAVE A TENDENCY TO CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT OTHERS AND LESS ABOUT MYSELF. I FEEL LIKE A BOY WHO HAS LOST SOMETHING THAT WAS SO IMPORTANT TO ME....("vanilla")....AND ITS LEFT A VOID IN MY MIND & SOUL. I GUESS I FEEL AS IF I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE. I'LL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR WHAT I'VE LOST BUT DAMN I HAVEN'T FELT HAPPY OR ALIVE FOR LIKE A YEAR. 

JUST KEEPIN' IT REAL!

P.S. ANDRE AND I FINALLY FOUND A PLACE WITH DANCE STUDIO TIME. SO HOPEFULLY I'LL GET A CALL IN A WEEK OR SO ABOUT IT. MAYBE THAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY.......AT LEAST FOR A WHILE I GUESS.

SWAG.

"Auto-Tune" on Repeat

 "I was in love but I jumped out quick. Gave her my heart (she broke it) Put it in the bucket.

On another level I'm bitter, I wanted to keep her but now the shxt is coming out your speaker.

Wish that you could meet her but she's chopped up in my freezer by the mixed vegetables, I'll eat her.

Looking in her Iris, I knew she was lying cause she wasn't crying (laughing). So I start grabbing and she

start gasping for air. She told me the truth I didn't care. The dead made me win and her death made me grin.

Like a mouth with a side of nipples and limbs....this the end"

p.s. download Tyler, the Creator ft Hodgy Beats - "Auto-Tuned" 

http://www.limelinx.com/files/cbf9648ab197b8cefb86907710469a9a

Cold Cold Pillow Tonight! "VALARIE G."

So I've decided to release the Valarie video on Valentines Day because its kinda like an Anti-Valentine Song but not really & VALARIE IS NOT HER REAL NAME I JUST WANT TO HIDE HER IDENTITY FOLKS. On another note Captain "Never Trust A Hoe".

Now Enjoy my Favorite Video in Which I wish I Directed because it would go exactly the same.

Theophilus London "Cold Pillow"

cold pillow from Dave Svedosh on Vimeo.

The Jupiter Jazz EP/ "MONSTER" SHORT FILM HD MOVIE

SO I'VE DECIDED TO FOLLOW MY IMAGINATION AND LATELY ITS BEEN TELLING ME. MAKE MUSIC THAT YOU LIKE AND NOT WHAT OTHERS LIKE AND MAKE A FILM CALLED "MONSTER" WHICH ISN'T REALLY ABOUT A CREATURE BUT ACTUALLY ABOUT A SOUR RELATIONSHIP THAT ENDS IN BLOODSHED AND TEARS (added a tiny bit of personal situations from my life) but overall good short film in my mind.....HOPEFULLY IT COMES OUT GREAT AND HERE IS A PROMO FOR BOTH MY MUSIC (JUPITER JAZZ EP) AND FILM (MONSTER).

PEACE.

Favorite Female Dancer #1

Galen Hooks is Bomb as Hell. Her movements are so different and unique. The reason I like her dancing is because she has true creativity as in she doesn't bite anyone else style.To be truly creative and one of a kind is a great achievement in my eyes.

Summer! Oh Summer! Im Sad That You Left Me...

I usually like cold weather but now that the semester has started I can't stand it. Mainly because I have to waste gas letting my car warm up at the crack of dawn..............That is all for today.

peace.

The Fame.......The Fall........The Glory...

Already on the Flight...

I never know what to think of myself when I look in the mirror. I splash the cold water in my face and just stare into my eyes. I hate that I'm not great.......what I mean is that I switch on the television and see all these young people getting ahead in life and I wonder why I haven't reached that level or how come I'm not even close. Location is everything...success requires resources and hard work......well I have the hardwork but lack the resources. I wanna be that kid in the commercial or on stage dancing his a$$ off just because he loves it not for the money (even though I loves the moolah)......instead I'm here in Fayetteville watching everyday go by like a re-run of Family Matters. I only like this city at night because the lights make me think about where I wanna be and what I strive for. I wake up thinking that nothing exciting is going to happen.......and thats usually how it goes. Im tired of the same mofo's acting like they know me and try to be buddy buddy....BXTCH..."Stop Talking to Me, If I Don't Speak to You First that means I Don't want to hear you or see you...FXCK" but that only relates to few. I got more to talk about like girls, cars, work and dreams but I'll save it for some other day.

adios or adieu.

*sign off*