Thursday, February 11, 2010

Cold Hearts like Gargoyles...


I HOPE TO ONE DAY DANCE AROUND THE WORLD, MAKE SHORT FILMS/MUSIC VIDEOS & TAKE DOPE PICS.......BUT SHXT HAPPENS. SOME DREAMS DONT COME TRUE AND NOT BECAUSE YOU SLACKED OFF BUT JUST BECAUSE OF LIFE. SOMETIMES OBSTACLES GET IN YOUR WAY AND SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT. I SOMETIMES WONDER IF MY FRIENDS ARE REALLY "FRENEMIES". I HAVE A TENDENCY TO CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT OTHERS AND LESS ABOUT MYSELF. I FEEL LIKE A BOY WHO HAS LOST SOMETHING THAT WAS SO IMPORTANT TO ME....("vanilla")....AND ITS LEFT A VOID IN MY MIND & SOUL. I GUESS I FEEL AS IF I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE. I'LL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR WHAT I'VE LOST BUT DAMN I HAVEN'T FELT HAPPY OR ALIVE FOR LIKE A YEAR. 
JUST KEEPIN' IT REAL!
P.S. ANDRE AND I FINALLY FOUND A PLACE WITH DANCE STUDIO TIME. SO HOPEFULLY I'LL GET A CALL IN A WEEK OR SO ABOUT IT. MAYBE THAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY.......AT LEAST FOR A WHILE I GUESS.
SWAG.